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Doubt.
It keeps creeping
Into the cracks of my mind.
It is the eye of the storm,
Calm and gentle
But bringing promises of destruction.
The more I try to shrug it off,
To think no more about it
Then I do passing a person on the street,
The more powerful it becomes.
The more my mind becomes engulfed
In this simple idea,
In this simple thought,
In this simple feeling.
My sleep wavers,
My steps broken,
Every breath screaming,
“What if….?”,
“Would it happen….?”,
“No, it’s not possible… right?”.
The laugh and joy of others
Can’t stop it’s harassment.
And alone in the cold and dark
Only magnifies it’s power.
What if this is the life
I am fated to live?
To be forever apart
From every other human being.
To never know what it is like
To walk down that aisle.
To only be watching through
A window of my own.
Seeing and believing
That these things do happen,
But not to me.
Not anymore.
For I ruined my chance
By doubting you,
And doubting myself,
And letting that doubt
Consume me whole.
It keeps creeping
Into the cracks of my mind.
It is the eye of the storm,
Calm and gentle
But bringing promises of destruction.
The more I try to shrug it off,
To think no more about it
Then I do passing a person on the street,
The more powerful it becomes.
The more my mind becomes engulfed
In this simple idea,
In this simple thought,
In this simple feeling.
My sleep wavers,
My steps broken,
Every breath screaming,
“What if….?”,
“Would it happen….?”,
“No, it’s not possible… right?”.
The laugh and joy of others
Can’t stop it’s harassment.
And alone in the cold and dark
Only magnifies it’s power.
What if this is the life
I am fated to live?
To be forever apart
From every other human being.
To never know what it is like
To walk down that aisle.
To only be watching through
A window of my own.
Seeing and believing
That these things do happen,
But not to me.
Not anymore.
For I ruined my chance
By doubting you,
And doubting myself,
And letting that doubt
Consume me whole.
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It Isn't Wrong...
I used your words to form an apology
Because I didn’t know another way
To make you acknowledge me
But I’m still here, you know
As much as I was a year ago
I’m going in blind and taking shots in the dark
But I’m pulling every word from the bottom of my heart
I’ve had a lot of time to see things straight
You’re someone that I love, that I could never hate
That’s why every time I tried forgetting about you
I couldn’t force myself to do what I had to do
Now I can see your pain, I’m sorry I put you through it
If there was one thing I could change
You know that I would undo it
I don’t
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Just One Kiss
I hate that there will always be
A lingering regret
An ache set so deep inside me
I cannot forget
I turned away as my thoughts strayed
“What chances have I missed?”
I don’t want one more regret
To add among the list
I need to know what could’ve been
What could become of this
I’ll take my chances, no regrets
For just one kiss…
Between what I feel and I say
Is what I don’t understand
You say it’s better this way
This is not what I had planned
I watched as you just walked away
“What chances have I missed?”
I’ll add just one more regret
To the top of the list
I need to know i
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life lessons.
laugh a little,
love a lot.
you'll get your heart broken
so maybe not,
but who am i
to call the shots?
sadness will consume you
if you allow it to.
happiness is a few steps away,
but it's up to you to find its path
& don't forget,
nothing will last.
take what you get
& work for what you want.
know that something will set
but waiting will get you nowhere.
be kind to those you love
so they'll know that you're there.
play the hand you're dealt
& gamble what you want.
learn to deal
because all of it is real.
learn your lessons
before you play them out.
know them thoroughly
before you get out.
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I hate doubt and the way it makes people crazy and overthink a lot more than they should, so here's a free verse poem about it!~ Feel free to leave a comment or suggestions~
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I rally hate doubt too but I've just been so consumed by it, I really hope I can find some confidence....