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                                       How are you?

I am fine, thank you.

                                                                      Stop lying…

                                   How was your weekend?

It was great, tons of fun!

                                              Besides the nights I spent crying….

                                 Are you sure you’re okay?

Yeah, of course I am fine.
                                                No I’m not I am in so much pain….

                               Can you imagine being alone?

No, that would be horrible!

                                                I’ve never known “true” company…

                             Do you think we were meant to be?

Yes, you two look so cute together!

                                  I will never be loved in that way like she is….

                    Wow, that is a really stupid T.V show, don’t you think?

Yeah, I mean who would like that it’s so cliché!

             But I like it… It gives me another world to live in where I belong….

                    You look like you’ve been crying, is something wrong?

No, don’t worry about it! It’s stupid really!

                                I couldn’t stop thinking about how fake I really am…
                                                   With all my masks and hidden messages…
                                       I really am nothing but a reflection of lies…
Lately I feel like everything I say has been the opposite of what I feel... :iconraincloudplz:

Not to fun, but it's just another stage of life..... stress been killing me :iconlazypoolplz:

T-thank you for any comments and faves.... I really appreciate all your support! :iconrinplz:

EDIT: OMG GUYS..... HOMEPAGE ON DA?!?!?! this.... this is a big honor for me.... thank you all so much I am so happy! :icontearsofjoyplz:

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JadaWise Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015
May i ask, am i aloud to use some of these lines in my drama play since this is an beautiful poem and i love the way you worded it?(It is ok if you say no)
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Mhmm sure! I'd be honored if you did! Just the usual stuff though: give credit to me for whichever lines you use. Thank you for asking~
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JadaWise Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015
Nagisa Bowing Icon Yuuki Bowing IconOMG THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!Mizue Bows Icon Homura Bowing Icon Ayame Sarutobi Sa-chan (Gintoki Fangirling) [V1] Ayame Sarutobi Sa-chan (Your lovely waifu) [V1]   Thanks to you i got an A and now the script will be preformed (The people in the class who get an A get their scripts preformed) and of coarse i made a whole page for you, like literally a whole page saying stuff like "Scene 3 is credited to EvannaVanyaEliska and she is an amaZing person" and stuff.
Sakata Gintoki  (Worship) [V1] THANK YOU VERY MUCH~~~ 
Dekomori Bowing Icon Chitanda Bowing Icon
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
You got an A?!?! OMG that's fantastic congratulations!
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JadaWise Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015
Thank you!! It is thanks to you that i got an A~~
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
aha but you made the play!! That's most of it~
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JadaWise Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2015
But my teacher really loved your part~~ It is thanks to you!~ Thank you!!!!!
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Ahhh okay fine fine! Thank you ~ <3
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JadaWise Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015
Ayano Tateyama (Bows) [V12] Yep of coarse i will give you tons of credit.Michael Jackson Bow Icon Let Me See   THANK YOU VERY MUCH!~~~~Nagisa Bowing Icon Yuuki Bowing Icon Reiji Mitsurugi (Bow) [V2] Dekomori Bowing Icon Chitanda Bowing Icon Maou Bowing Icon EXO , LuHan Bows , got hit What's Your Problem? Kaori Bowing Icon Kotori Bowing Icon Latifa Bowing Icon Takane Bowing Icon Exo , Kris Bows Mizue Bows Icon Homura Bowing Icon   
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JadaWise Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2015
Omg! That is the exact conversation i had last year and those were my exact thought, Omg...did you read my mind? I just didn't want to make them worry but it turns out that they didn't even cared if i died or not. Except we didn't say this part "Wow, that is a really stupid T.V show, don’t you think.Yeah, I mean who would like that it’s so cliché!" but the rest i said, wow. But i think this situation happens a lot. But i am happier now and i say what is on my mind...well most of the time. 

You did an amazing job on this, i hope you keep up the awesome work.
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Aha it seems a lot of people feel this way I swear I'm not reading your mind I'm not that weird! Thank you for your comment :)
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JadaWise Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015
Don't worry, i believe you. *Reads your mind*.........*Stops reading your mind*........Wow......
No problem!~
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
ahaha bewareee my mind is a very dangerously creative place! :p
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JadaWise Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015
I noticed... :D
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ShinobiXIV Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
i totally relate
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I see... sorry ):
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ShinobiXIV Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Its fine
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shep4life Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Well done!
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
ahhh~ thank you so much! QvQ
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shep4life Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Welcome so much!
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nocturnaliss Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
That really just says it all, doesn't it? Sensitive people tend to keep everything to themselves so to not burden others. Well expressed here, I think :)
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
pretty much sums it up! Thank you for your comment :)
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TheMasterButcher999 Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014
I try to never be fake?
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WheresAJacket Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
sometimes I feel the same way.
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
sorry :(
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WheresAJacket Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
I see
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Booknerd246 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014
I feel the same way, to protect who we care for and to hide who we really are. Hope you feel better ^_^

This poem was incredible, keep up the good work
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Pretty much! Thank you so much! <3
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Booknerd246 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014
No prob ^_^
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NightsWarriors Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I actually have been feeling the same.. Very true. 

Great job.
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
sorry to hear that ):

Thank you though~
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NightsWarriors Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!:hug:
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danodamano333 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I guess sometimes in order to protect the people we care about, we lie... but truly they need to know the real story. Huh.  Made me think. I might have just had an epiphany because of this. Thanks for being awesome!
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I am glad i gave you an epiphany!! I hope it works out for you :)
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Shouron Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
This is incredible. I'm awestruck by this. Keep up the amazing work.
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
ahhh thanks very much <3
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OtakuShojo Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That's so true :/
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
:( 
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AnyaRomanova Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I actually first found you a few weeks ago because your poem "Fake" was on the Literature homepage. This poem is really well like i guess. Some of my favorites of yours is "Pain" "Alone" "Hello..." "Do you see?"(like my all time favorite!) and "Thank You" oh and "Even if..." I can't forget that one! you're such an amazing writer.
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
oh? It was on the Literature homepage? ahaha thats great to know :)

Ahaha yeah those are some of my faves too >w< 
Thank you for your kind comment :D <3
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AnyaRomanova Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome:) yes i think it was the literature. i don't think it was the main homepage. whatever one it was that's how i found you lol. And i'm glad i did! :D
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
ahaha :) I hope i wont disappoint you in the future than
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AnyaRomanova Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
there's no way! lol
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I'm glad then~! <3
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AnyaRomanova Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
YAY!!!! you deserve it! your work is so beautiful and touching!
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07Liechtenstein20 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Llama Emoji-01 (Laughing) [V1] Llama Emoji-62 (Rawr I'll get you) [V3] Bunny Emoji-10 (Loved) [V1] :petllama: :ladummypoke: Llama Emoji-39 (Eager) [V2] Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1] Broken Fighting Dome (Kawaii Please)  I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
ahhhhh <3 thank youuu~~~
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07Liechtenstein20 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Sorry for going all out....... XD
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
lol no worrries they are super cute-desuuu
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animewolfgirl-ayame Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014  Hobbyist
i love this you just earned yourself a watcher~ also you're not the only one who has been doing the same thing hon. i have been doing this my whole life and i completely understand this! (i didnt say i completely understand what you're going through cause i don't know it all ) 
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